Dang school isn't the best right now. I wish I could fix everything that has happened in the last couple of weeks. I pretty much lost a good friend who was practically my brother and I also almost lost my sister. To be honest I don't know if any of you guys out there have had this problem, but almost losing your BEST FRIEND who is practically your sister sucks butt. I love her to death. She is the sweetest thing ever and we are kinda growing apart. I don't even know what is going on. People are saying A LOT of crap and I'm getting tired of it. School this year has been horrible for me. I just wish I could start everything over and see where everything went wrong.

P.S. Sarah I love you to death girly and I would never hurt you. You are my sister. I would never talk crap behind your back and especially say something about Phil. You are an amazing sister and I just want you to know that. If things end badly this year I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I don't know why people are saying this crap, but I'm sorry. I LOVE YOU CHICKY!!

P.S.S. I WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK THE WAY IT DID!!

P.S.S.S. Guys I couldn't ask for a better sister or boyfriend!! You guys are amazing and I want you to know that. I don't know what I would do without you guys lol you guys are the ones that keep me inline and on task. I LOVE YOU BOTH!!